this one's for patticus.

ahem...

WE HAVE A CHEM TEST TODAY!!!

the end.

ha, patty, i wrote a blog post... HA

Sooooooooooo....

Once there was a child... let's call her Amadea. So today Amadea woke up to the realization that she may not be living in her native country... let's call it Swainzia... any longer. Even though she has many friends and has scraped together some semblance of a life in Swainzia, the rulers of the land don't care. He father works for these rulers as a... let's say as an illusionist. So her father may possibly get promoted to master illusionist in his sector, which normally would be a good occurrence, except once you reach master illusionist in this specific sector, you have to relocate to monitor an embassy in a different land far away. So today Amadea may live in Swainzia with her friends, but tomorrow she may have to move to a land far away with no friends.

I WISH I HAD SPARKLES!!!

One More Thing

While I totally agree with carita and I am always here too

I don't think beauty is an emotion.

I'm pretty sure it's an adjective or sometimes a noun

but not an emotion 

Another Special Bulletin!

Once upon a time, some higher being decided to screw with the human race by bestowing upon them these weird little treasures called "emotions." These two edged swords both added to the joys of life and also really fucked things up... a lot. People became filled with substances labeled as beauty, pain, love, wrath, and sometimes an indescribable mixture of these rando chemicals. Then, after a while, many people exploded because they kept these feelings to themselves. After many eons, the homo sapiens realized that they should SHARE their emotions, at least with themselves, so they don't burst into flames (which is bad because humans are not phoenixes).
So, the moral of this story is that despite popular belief, it's OKAY to share your emotions. We all have our issues (yes, even fro-child has deep dark problems). So, if you just ever want to talk, I'm here for you. But only if you are ready... this is on a voluntary basis. I'm just throwing it out there.... but I was born with 2 ears and 2 eyes, so if you ever want to talk or type, I'm always here. gracias :)

SPECIAL BULLETIN!!

So just so everyone knows...

YOU ARE SPECIAL! There is no one else nor will there ever be anyone else with your unique combination of ideals and talents and faults and facial expressions. The you that you are is FANTABULOUS just the way you are and you shouldn't feel the need to change that. Fact: You are smart enough and pretty enough and nice enough and GOOD enough as you are. It someone can't accept you, then they sucky dipshit who doesn't deserve the wonderfulness of your presence(in case you were wondering). I feel as if there are a lot of people who don't hear that enough. 

Also

It's okay to just be. As in, you don't have be doing something of every second of every day. It's okay to just stop and chilax and just roll with it. 

just saying 

Once Upon Today (Still April 8)

Although I have already pointed it out and complained quite frequently, I shall share again. I have a bump on my wrist. A hard and hurtful bump. Unfortunately, I told my mother, the same mother who I frequently tell about my injuries who always says,

"Meghan, did you take medicine?

Yes.

So stop complaining in that voice.

What voice?

That one.

The one I'm using now? My normal voice?

No. You are whining and yelling.

Mother, I am neither whining nor yelling. So basically your saying you hate your only daughter's voice?

When you talk like that? Yes.

Glad we have this convo momma."

So the point is she POKED it and then said it could possibly be a "fatty mass" and that I need to go to the doctor. She is waking me up at 8:00 on my first day of break to go to the doctor. Who is a dipshit.

Once upon April 8

DAMMIT
sometimes you just gotta shout
and let it all out

i traveled to the hotel california
and i tried to run for the door
but all i could do was check out
because you can NEVER leave
we are all prisoners of our own device
so true, eagles, so true

also, i send you all my dreams
because they look much better in my head than out of my mouth
so i send them to you all telepathically
Paco